After so long....

I knew that i still care about you (which i am not suppose to)..

as a friend........

I still wish to share my joy with you, and you to share your unhappiness with me....

as a friend..........

We will not go back to the past, but I will continue to be by your side..........

as a friend......



I always make it a point that, i will not talk to you unless you called back.....

or...

unless you need me.....

If not, I wun be there.




If my life isn't important, I could be your angel guardian...

but..my life is important to me....

that i need some changes in my life.......

inorder to give you more......




I wonder if it's just pure conicidental......

or my instinct......


OUt of the blue, I could feel how you felt.

Not once, not twice...



i know it's not moodswing, it's not depression,

jus a sudden dive down of emotions, heavy, dense ones



fuck! I neeed more time.